Actor of life.

''If I could choose now what to do without limits, I would stand in front of your house, scream till you came out. I’d tell you that you fucked up everything and then I would kiss you. Then turn around and go away. I want you to realize, how fucking perfect we could have been together. I didn’t do anything. I’m disappointed because I trusted you - completely. I just thought you were different.''

not from myself. but it discribe my feelings.